Sorry i haven't posted in a while. i should be posting more often now...because i have been ordered to keep a daily journal and i'll post the highlights.
Meet the Man of my dreams!
i meet the man of my dreams recently, unfortunately he lives 3000 miles away :-( more on that later. i was feeling particularly bored, lonely and horny one day a few weeks ago and i decided to go online to one of my favorite websites called “Chatcity crossdresser” http://www.crossdresserchatcity.com/home/chat.php. i found myself in a D\s chat room and received a PM (private message) from Paul. We started chatting and Master Paul explained that he was a dominant male looking to add an attractive & passable submissive tv fucktoy to add to his “stable”. He lives in Northern California and was looking for either a local sex slave or one willing to relocate i told Master Paul that i wasn't a passable tv, merely a very submissive sissy crossdresser that couldn't relocate and that i didn't have much experience serving men. He wished me luck and was about to sign off when i asked him if he could give me some advice on how i could find a master. He agreed to give me some pointers and began asking some very personal questions. Lol....It kind of felt like a job interview and i was trying to secure a position as an entry level “fucktoy”. i wanted the job very badly,only problem was he wasn't hiring. i asked him if he could be my virtual online Master. After much pleading and begging he agreed to train me on one condition. When he thought i was ready, i had to promise and make commitment to him that i would go out into the real world and find men to serve and not be just another cyber sissy jerking off in front of a computer. Of course I happily and eagerly agreed! Master would either send me an email or we would chat online once a week and he would give me skills to practice and\or assignments to complete. i am so happy.... LET THE TRAINING BEGIN!!!!
